I wrote this as a draft last year but fine-tuned it today. The location is real but not the characters.
Inside the Circle
The trams
clanged past and men and women in black surged towards their offices. My bones were aching and I had not brought my
stick through sheer anxiety about being thought old and useless. Near the
cathedral a park bench beckoned though a senior kind of man was sitting
there. I couldn’t walk any further, even
to go up several steps to move inside the Anglican cathedral for respite.
I took out my
takeaway cappuccino and blueberry muffin I had bought at Macdonalds opposite.
I suppose I could ignore the man. He
seemed to be one of those ‘bring me your tired, your poor’ kind of person, in a
shabby jacket, unpolished shoes (like mine) one unlaced. Perhaps he sleeps in
the sheltered walkway behind the cathedral. He was leaning back, his eyes
closed as he fiddled with his fingers. His face was craggy and he had a
speckled grey beard. A plastic bag lay at his feet and I could smell the
remains of hot chips which had drawn a congregation of seagulls.
As I sat down
he stirred and opened his eyes. Perhaps I should share my muffin, so I broke it
in half and offered him a share on a paper napkin. I remembered our minister
had talked about a circle and how we list family and friends in the centre, but
the homeless, the refugee, the stranger
are on the outer.
I sipped the coffee, put the half-muffin away,
and took out my A4 sketchbook which is my habit in daytime visits to Melbourne.
I started to block in his lean limbs and body, a cathedral doorway a nice
background to suggest the irony of the poor and the elaborate building. My 6B
pencil skimmed over the cartridge paper, quickly outlining the elements of the composition.
The man moved
nearer to me, scanned the sketch and said, ‘You’ve got that right.’ His voice was not bogan but a pleasant tenor.
Educated in fact.
The air was
shimmering in the late afternoon light and shadows formed shapes on the cathedral
wall. I felt pleased, puffed up with
pride in my ability to speak with a stranger.
‘I’d better go
back to work, ‘ the man exclaimed after he glanced at his watch.
I didn’t answer
that one.
He undid his
jacket, flung it into his supermarket bag and he had a nice black shirt on and
a large cross dangled from his neck, the kind tourists buy in Jerusalem. ‘I
have to prepare for Evensong, ‘ he said.
A
clergyman? They often do look shabby
these days!
‘I have to play
the Widor Toccato which is a challenge these
days.’
Oh, he’s the
organist!
‘I love that one, ‘I enthused. ‘I’ve downloaded it - illegally of course - from the internet, but
I can’t play much of it. So fast. My fingers…you know. And my slowing brain.’ I was chattering on, talking hey presto like
that music.
He gave me a
wicked grin, revealing fine gold tipped
teeth. He wasn’t a homeless man sleeping
in the shadows at all. I must stop
speculating about people, turning them into my fictional characters.
He slowly stood
up from the garden bench, bearing his weight on his hands and arms. He leaned
down with care to tie up a shoelace.
He’s probably got
arthritis, just like me.
‘Well I might
pop into Evensong and catch a later train home,’ I told him. ‘I’m not an
Anglican but. ..’
‘That’s
excellent,’ he said. He stood up awkwardly and limped towards the Cathedral side door. And I’m
sure he was thinking, now I’ve invited
that bag lady into our cathedral. What next!
He’s into my
inner circle now.